smart-sane's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Of course You Own an ATV, you're From White Lake Watching: New Gilmore Girls Episodes!! Oh, just one. If I had one wish this drab Wednesday morning, I'd wish that I wasn't such a fast learner, typer, or task completer. It sounds like such a charmed life, but it's like being Jason's spider. When I know I'm not going to be fed for another six months, I should play with my crickets for at least a month or two. My crickets of course being the paperwork on my desk; I'm in by 9am and by 10 it is finished. And I'm back to be cruising the Net. Except I'm such a fast cruiser that I've seen everything there is to see, and no one is updating their journals with the quickness that I'd prefer. So I'm just updating both of mine, twice as much. I can't say much about what I was working on, but yes, most ATV owners live in my current city of residence. That's high class. But I'd hope that genie would give me more than just one wish because I have a couple others. Like for example, I would wish a full tank of gas in my car. And I wish that I could go to JoAnn Fabrics on 16 and Schoenerr because it's GOING OUT OF BUSINESS and is having a mad sale. How can JoAnn's be going out of business when the world is a knitters paradise? I'd also wish that I could plan a knitting/baking/Alias Season 2 watching soiree with a bunch of girls. Plan it but with out all the work. You know the calling, and emailing, and everything else. Wouldn't it be great if with a snap of your fingers, everything was planned? And my hair was washed? Cause I really hate to do that too. I've been thinking a lot about this year, this so called 2005, and it's only January. But holy cow, January is almost over! Anyway, I wanted to have some goals in 2005. I don't think I could really do a 101 in 1001 days list, unless the items were like "take something to get dry cleaned" and then "pick up my dry cleaning" and then "eat some pizza and drink champagne." Hey that last one is actually a good idea. Anyway, I do have goals and the biggest one I can think of is to strengthen my relationships with my girlfriends. I guess you can say I've been blessed or cursed, depending on how you look at it, for always being considered "one of the guys." The title came in handy because guys didn't have to put up any pretense around me, and I could get an inside look of how they really were without having to date any of them. And I always considered myself more boyish from my tomboy youth to liking sports to hating conversations about feelings. But somewhere down the line, it all got complicated, as most male female relationships inevitably do I'm told. There is so much expectation, the endless rumour swirling and now, so much less caring on my part. For example, I was asked "Who would you like stronger relationships with in the coming year, male and female?" And I seriously could not think of one guy I would even want to work on a relationship with. I mean, I'll always have Jason and Jon, they don't really count as guys (sorry boys!) but as far as the other guys go, lately I feel like if I see them in passing or at a party or something, I'll be totally nice and cool, but otherwise I really can't be bothered. I don't have time (now literally speaking too) to be caught up in all that. And romantically speaking, I don't have time to fool around either. I'm not in some game, ya'll. It's real life. So for this year I'd like to chill out with my girls, and really just be "one of the girls." And now, for a musical questionnaire: 2.The last CD you bought is: 3.What is the song you last listened to before this message? 4. Write down five songs you often listen to or that mean a lot to you.
Nice Roman Numeral counting there Chief. Quoting: Take Me as I Am. 10:40 a.m. - 01-26-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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